Life as of nowIt seems like my life is on hold but drama just keeps happening.
Im back to my old ways of pretending not to care.
Which ends up just killing me in the end.
So what do I do now that the damage is done.
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kkI can feel it comingkk
The end is near
you tell me not so
as you turn your ear
if you really ever cared
your heart not so cold
then maybe I wouldnt care
that you never say good bye
so tell me all your lies let me believe that they're true
but at least you get ur sleep
as im standing in the dark
by ~MisunderstoodBandie
Just like himYou dont understandJust like him
you just wanna know
is real or just a dream
feeling guilty for feeling this great
never been able to feel anything but yet excited for something new
crying on the inside
because now its gone
didnt take enough time
to let it grow
these supposed eloquent words just spell out your feelings
and its sad because the mystery
is now gone
just like him
by ~MisunderstoodBandie
Broken SoulEach time gets harder.Broken Soul
The same road, same risk
She wants to be confident
But how without the stress
Giving up herself to them
To do with her as they will
the line she draws never seems enough
They thirst for more and more
Whats left to give
What does she do different
To make the last risk that exactly
The last risk
by ~MisunderstoodBandie
Them against HerShe never knows Always surprised by themThem against Her
Their personalities they hide
to feel apart of a group she wants to be
belonging to none as she leaves
Her partying never stops
but maybe for her sister
the reason why she doesn't dare
Exhausted as the days go by
the work, the school, the parties She can't deal with all the pain The threats the tears the lies
She tries to find the one
without making herself seem desperate
Trying to hide who she is
Doesn't make her feel any better
She can't believe she fell this far
by ~MisunderstoodBandie
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Stardust And Bittersweet FruitYou're not as sweet as I remember,Stardust And Bittersweet Fruit
but your fruit are rarely bitter.
So we'll make some wine
and raise our glasses in honor of the time.
That so bitterly and lovingly transformed us both. It's not like I remember, back in the days when stardust was sprinkled in our hair and we rose with the moon and laid with the sun. Cosmic angels on a celestial highway the dust of heavens forge rested within our hands and we chose to create the world, love is a labor we both enjoy and an endless one at that. Let's sail on the blanket of the cosmos, and dance on the edge
by ~zeldaconnetion
As darkness FallsAs darkness falls The kingdom comes Through the night lit hallsAs darkness Falls
Creeps a sense of mourning,
Of death and of destruction Endless souls constantly searching Searching for a way to escape their pain For those are the souls who know no kindness only passion Darkness is a world unknown Only a few know the secrets of the night The kingdom is my home For I am a creature
I lay in the shadows and await my prey As the innocent cross my path
I drain their precious life’s blood Till their body grows cold as the night The kiss of d
by ~bleedingruby
I SayHear when I'm talking, Open your eyes to me, Then you'll know. I'm here to make sure That we're ok. But now I'm wondering What's wrong with us, And this picture.I Say
I say I'm scared lose you But he never hears me. Fear takes over Now I'm breaking down. Unable to keep myself up, Yet you walk away. Turning your back, And leaving me behind. My heart breaks, Eyes fill, while my mind Screams of words I need to say. All ones I wish I could, But the only words that pass My lips, are the letters of Your name.
by ~SilkyAngel
I don't like youThe ego has landed far away and has been temporarily divorced from myself. I am in a painless purgatory and only fear having to rejoin, and interact with, a morally sound, conscious and considerate, empowered yet afraid, aware yet apathetic, caring yet distant, integrated and aggressive, mocked and revered...society. My sense of self is so far detached from these gleaming white coat nazi mind control fuckers - proponents of a Brave New World. I will not be made to order. I would rather dangle limply from the rafters, like the beautiful savage, than focus my strengths on evidence based pratice and depersonalisation. I am a beautiful freak andI don't like you
by ~iamwhatiamnot
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